HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMMA!!!!

omg i have orientation this week how exciting i've waited so long it feels, to start, ugh, it's finally here and now i'm a little scared....
i just saw my friends new place its so wicked, my gosh and to think i could have been living there... oh well lets just say she'll have alot of visitors hehehe
for a while it seemed that i just couldn't draw anything, i just couldn't bring myself to and now that seems to have gone, yay i think i'm back! (even if they're not very good drawings i still go for it) in my own head that is...and what a strange place it is indeed..... anyway all thanks to the people who who helped me through and i don't think they even realize it ^^ '...be still and know that i am God' will now forever echo in my mind....
this song means alot ot me:
relient k -when i go down:

"Any control I thought I had just slips right through my hands
While my ever-present conscience shakes its head and reprimands me
Reprimands me
Then and there
I confess
I'll blame all this on my selfishness
Yet you love me
And that consumes me
And I'll stand up again
And do so willingly
You give me hope, and hope it gives me life
You touch my heavy heart, and when you do you make it light
As I exhale I hear your voice
And I answer you, though I hardly make a noise
And from my lips the words I choose to say
Seem pathetic, but it's a fallen man's praise
Because I love you
Oh God, I love you
And life is now worth living
If only because of you
And when they say that I am dead and gone
It won't be further from the truth

When I go down
I lift my eyes to you
I won't look very far
Cause you'll be there
With open arms
To lift me up again..."